Death and Sorrow: Always Missing You in Every Tomorrow »
Posted By angelbytheocean 1 year, 9 months ago in FamilyI wrote this some time ago. The loss of my little boys still rips my soul. This is a personal letter I wrote to them.
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angelbytheocean1 year, 9 months ago
May God bless you as well AniNeoCon! Thank you so much for reading and leaving me a message... It means alot to me...more than you know...
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canadianrancher571 year, 9 months ago
I have never attempted to answer the question why when it comes to death, I have over my life lost many people who were close to me, some have died and some have moved away never to be heard from again. What one person must remember is all the times and experiances that we had while we were together. To have been able to love and care for someone is a special thing, and that makes you a special person. The pain does ease with time but even many years from now there will be times that it comes back. JUst remember that you loved them and they loved you and nothing can take that away, may you find peace and may your pain end .
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angelbytheocean1 year, 9 months ago
Thank you for your kind words canadianrancher57...I do feel so lucky to have loved them so deeply and to feel so loved by my precious angels!
They taught me so much about life. Little did I know they were angels unaware. They taught me what is truly important-Love with all your heart and with honor, give all you have to give, try and try again until you succeed, because their is no failure only choices....
Take care always!
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BronxBomber1 year, 9 months ago
I am so sorry this had happened to you angelbytheocean! How awfully barren you must feel. I too am saddened by you're grievous loss. Take heart dear, you're children are presently with the other angels, and are sitting at the right Hand of the Father. I pray for peace and solace for you. Dios te Vendiga! (God Bless You!)
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angelbytheocean1 year, 9 months ago
May god always bless you too, BronxBomber!!! I Thank you for taking the time to not only read my letter, but to also comment. When people care enough to show compassion such as you have with your words to me, it makes one feel not so alone. This was a hard letter for me to write, but I know I am not alone, as somewhere everyday a child dies and a mother cries from her soul. It is heartbreaking. Just as my story is tragic beyond comprehension at times even to me. I will never understand why...but instead of staying focused on the why, I focused on what they each taught me and a town who loved them...The why still pops in now and then but I don't think it is for me to understand at least not until I meet my little boys in heaven....
Thanks for your compassion to another soul, you only recently met!
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angelbytheocean1 year, 9 months ago
the compassion, white pawn, that you have shared with me has deeply touched me always....
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ekklesiawarrior1 year, 9 months ago
There comes a time in Bereavement, we have to let people go.
We piondeered Seminars on this back in the 1980's in Great Britain.
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cowboygrandpa1 year, 9 months ago
angelbytheocean: No one can know the sorrow of your heart. Though you express it well. The sadness I read of in your verses break my heart for you. Loss is beyond words. For there are truly no words that convey what is lost. I pray for your pain to be eased and know that the Lord has mercy. May the light they brought to your life never dim. May you know an eternity with them when it is time. God Bless and comfort you and yours.
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Daylight1 year, 9 months ago
Control your emotions, you will meet your little boys, they are definitely in paradise.
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blue_ina1 year, 9 months ago
I am deeply saddened by your loss.I have only one girl... and i can not imagine life without her even if she is only 6 months old.
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4cprocess1 year, 9 months ago
Robbie,
Words cannot express my admiration for you nor my deep regret for your loss. My dear sister has suffered a similar loss and I can tell you as her most loving supporter, seeking and accepting the love and comfort of others has helped her greatly.
May God continue to bless you with all the faith, love and courage to endure.
In God We Trust
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SAAB76991 year, 9 months ago
Whenever I am feeling sorry for myself in some shallow
insignificant way,something like this comes along and
snaps me out of my self-pity.I wish I could bring everyone's
loved - ones back.This is so unfair for this to happen as it
is in any case that is similar.I have to ask myself ...why?
Doesn't everyone deserve a chance at a full life? Doesn't
every parent deserve to watch their children grow up?
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2sidestoeverything1 year, 9 months ago
I am sadden to say I feel your pain I loss one of my sons in 2002. I have my days of feeling so low knowing he is not here and other times I feel grateful that I got enjoy him for as long as I did. All parents are ready to die before there children and when it happens the other way around the pain is indescribable.
Your letter was beautifully written and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing it.
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cowboygrandpa1 year, 9 months ago
2sidestoeverything: So very sorry for your loss as well. May God bless and watch over you and yours.
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mbkijb1 year, 9 months ago
My heart is broken for you. May God keep you in his arms always. I can't imagine any grief worse.
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ghengisghan1 year, 9 months ago
June 23, 2007 my Rach was murdered by her estranged husband in front of their 9 year old daughter. Ive been around alot of death. Ive seen comrades and innocent civilians killed, Ive had aquaintances commit suiide and die in accidents. Losing Rach almost did me in, I couldnt even function.She was 38 and looking forward to our new life. a little time has passed and the ache isnt as poignt but I will never have a day I dont think of her. I only share this with you because I know that ache you feel, that void.I pray you find peace and happiness knowing that your children are in heaven watching over you.
charlie
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cowboygrandpa1 year, 9 months ago
ghengisghan: There is no way to say how sorry I am for you and the little girl. I pray for your continued strength and health. May god bless you and the girl. Did the police at least catch the S.O.B.?
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MaryLynn_1 year, 9 months ago
HI ROBBIE, REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE YOU ON AC? YOUR 2 BOYS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT. HANG ON TO THAT THOUGHT, AND ENJOY THE 2 BOYS YOU HAVE STILL WITH YOU. YOU SUFFERED A GREAT LOSS AS WELL AS THEY LOST THEIR BROTHERS. YOU ALL CAN BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER AND KEEP THERE MEMORIES ALIVE. ONCE AGAIN I AM TRULY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. HUGS MARY
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Francisca1 year, 9 months ago
Your poem is beautifully written. I understand so well your sorrow. It's so tragic for a Mummy to see her children die. No word exists to really express this atocious suffering. I am deeply sorry...They are in the Heaven. God bless you Angelbytheocean
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engineer1 year, 9 months ago
I,m so sorry for the loss which you incurred. The only thing I can say are the following:
1. They'll never have pain and suffering again.
2. They are looked out after in Heaven where by your ancestors.
3. It is only a temporary separation, but they want you stay here as long as possible.
Take good care of yourself!!
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